Back in 2005 and 2006, I began writing what I referred to as adult erotic scenarios. I called them “scenarios” because they weren’t full-length stories. They were short, vivid scenes designed to capture different erotic vibes, kinks, or fetishes. These scenarios were often drawn from my own intense sensual and sexual life, which began at an early age and has been a consistent, deeply felt aspect of my journey. As a creative person, I found it natural to express my point of view and explore how my experiences—whether fortunate or unfortunate—shaped my understanding of human sexuality.
Even though Western culture appears permissive, many of us remain sexually repressed. My first experience, while negative in its framing, left a deep imprint on me. As a child taken advantage of, I came to realize that such early experiences could push individuals to either disconnect entirely from their sexual thoughts and feelings or dive deeply into them, often beyond the boundaries of what society considers “normal.” For much of my life, I fell into the latter category.
I operated under the guise of being a decent young man—a gentleman, even—while navigating a world of heightened sexual opportunity and access that many young men didn’t experience. I often wondered about the spiritual implications of these encounters. Many people are unaware that sexual contact, whether with one person or in a group, opens energetic portals. These portals allow the exchange of energies—not just between the individuals involved but also with unseen entities. Through my experiences, I’ve encountered the supernatural, learning firsthand the spiritual power of sexual energy. These lessons also revealed the dangers of being drawn into an addictive cycle of desire, all while maintaining a façade of normalcy.
This duality—the public persona and the private sexual reality—is something I’ve observed in many people. Outward appearances rarely align with the core of one’s sexual self. Should they? Perhaps not. Over time, I’ve come to understand that there’s no such thing as “normal” when it comes to sexuality. What we call “normalcy” is merely a social construct designed to maintain order in public spaces, hiding the deeply unique and personal desires that define us in private.
For those who don’t know, I used to be a bodybuilder, which introduced me to the worlds of male dancing, photo shoots, and even invitations to the adult film industry. While I never gave in to the temptation to join that world, I came close on several occasions. My life was filled with experiences observing the swinging lifestyle, hosting my own gatherings, and engaging in consensual scenarios where boundaries were respected. For clarity, in these gatherings, there was no tolerance for certain dynamics (e.g., male-male interactions), though women often explored their desires with each other, which was generally welcomed by the men.
I share these insights to give you a glimpse into my background, the taboos I’ve encountered, and the scenarios I’ve been part of over the years. For eight years, I was in a relationship with a woman who not only enjoyed seeing me with other women but often participated herself. This dynamic allowed for openness and honesty, eliminating the need for sneaking around and significantly raising my “body count’ for lack of a better term. It was a unique chapter of my life, one I reflect on often.
As I move forward with this series, I want to set the foundation for the extreme and sometimes bizarre stories I’ll share. These tales, while rooted in my experiences, will often be fictionalized for entertainment purposes. They are real at their core but rearranged to keep you engaged.
If this is something you’re uncomfortable with, I completely understand. My goal isn’t to shock or offend but to create a space where we can explore the complexity of human sexuality without judgment. Many people struggle with feelings of shame or repression when it comes to their desires. I want my stories to serve as a therapeutic release—for myself and perhaps for you as well.
I also recognize that these stories may elicit arousal, and that’s perfectly natural. If they fuel your private fantasies or inspire personal moments of intimacy, I embrace that without judgment. This space is meant to be open and honest, and I welcome your feedback as I unburden my subconscious and share these deeply personal narratives with you.
Thank you for taking this journey with me. Let’s explore together, with honesty and without fear.
Peace,
Lance Scurvin
