It feels so good to experience the hidden corners of my soul that many do not have the chance to explore.
So many of us, unfortunately, travel through this journey of life, never getting to know ourselves fully, and suffer the consequences of this in a very bad way.
Imagine having to carry around bags of groceries that were freshly purchased while never having the opportunity to benefit from what you have in those bags, and they become a burden to you. You think of it as something negative.
What you are in actuality is extremely valuable, and we don’t realize that the gold, silver, and diamonds that we yearn to possess and we are on our person pale in comparison to the valuable attributes that we possess inside.
It is very sad that we have an attachment to the low vibrational items and statuses of this world, never to realize this is why we attempt to quench the thirst and diminish the hunger with something that possesses not the nutrition for our hungry beings.
So to awaken to a new day with a joyous soul that I earned from the previous days of working hard to share my discoveries in life with others makes me excited about this new day that lies naked and without form ahead of me.
It makes me really feel sorry for those who possess clogged filters on a mental, spiritual, and physical level, never to enjoy the subtle nuances of existing in this creation that I now can enjoy the full flavor of because I carry nothing toxic from my past.
The ability to find yourself in the present is in direct proportion to your ability to let go of the toxicities of the past. You must realize that you are not your scars. While the world may tell you how ugly they are, you must know that they are proof and a beautiful badge of honor that you’ve overcome a very uncomfortable experience to gain the wisdom that can only come through walking over the hot coals in life.
Let those scars be a reminder that you have what it takes to overcome and that you are by no means weak.
Know the strength that it took to overcome those obstacles at one point; you never knew that you possessed it. Therefore, understand that you have so much more to you, and for you to discover it all, it would take at least five lifetimes to do so.
Your divine “inner verse” is so vast and such a fertile place to explore. Others may call that same place a realm of loneliness, but for you is an opportunity to learn yourself on a deeper level. You have earned your scars and have nothing to prove to anyone to let them know that you are capable.
Now that you understand that you earned your scars do not waste any more time trying to prove to others that you’re worthy. Too many of us waste the majority of our lives attempting to prove our value to strangers because of past attacks on our esteem that have left us feeling less than.
What we have to do is realize that the answer to our healing is not external but internal into that further tile place of our “innerverse.” That is the only place where those damaging effects can be corrected; we have to go back. To refuse to go back into our younger years or even our childhood to revisit and correct ourselves from within is as foolish as attempting to fix a malfunctioning car engine without lifting the hood to get inside.
Those new entities in our life that we allow in most often we do so mistakenly; we don’t realize that we often times gravitate toward those who we think can heal us. We do not know the motivations of these entities, but yet and still, we open the door wide and allow them full entry into the inner sanctum of our lives.
After they have done further damage and have exited swiftly, we blame ourselves for the damage incurred, not realizing our initial mistake was subconsciously assuming that a stranger that felt good was up to no good. At the end of the day, we have sunken further into a state of inner confusion that could have been avoided if we took time to be to ourselves to go back and heal the pain and trauma as only we can.
So I urge you to spend time alone with yourself because if you are honest with yourself, you are the best therapist that you could ever have.
After your healing sessions are completed, you will feel a sense of clarity in the present time and understand what influenced you to go off the beaten path to allow yourself to be abused and taken advantage of. Let me also say that many types of abuses are not your fault and that you are not the cause of them. It’s how we deal with those abuses afterward that make the difference and how it affects our lives.
I hope these perspectives that I shared help you to appreciate yourself in your ability to self-heal. This is very important for you to do, and please let this be a sacred time of your day every day that you spend with yourself, as a cannot be shared with anyone else because we all have our own unique healing needs.
Some days you will sit still to go within, and others, you will use music therapy to explore your inner universe. There is no one way to meditate to go within; just go with the flow of what you feel you need at that particular time. You may want to stay in the house, or you may want to take a walk out of the park and find a quiet bench to sit on; what might do it for you today may not feel the same way tomorrow, so keep an open mind and realize the ultimate goal is to go deeper into yourself to correct the damage that has been done.
You are worthy; you are capable; you possess more seeds of greatness from within than you will ever realize. To fully vibrate with this incredible universe and to know that we were born to be a very crucial and important part of it is something that we should always know as we experience this journey on this particular plane of life.
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